I’m guilty!

Of not being faithful to this blog – i’ve got another one, i’ve been cheating – so there ya have it. If you can’t find me here, you can find me here:  Pagan In The Rough

As far as my life here goes, it’s been pretty calm and quiet. I’ve been working and Master has been WORKING. Still no strike and management is working them like dogs. They are all so tired. We talk on the phone and i can really hear it in His voice how tired He is. It’s been raining so much here, which really makes His job ucky. He told me last night He commends my being patient. Ummm, yes – i am patient, but i’m not good at it. There are days that i wanna curl up in a ball and cry from missing and needing Him. There are days i’m reeeeealllly fussy. Guess it’s good He doesn’t see that. Master is worth waiting for. We have a unique connection and a special relationship. I am so anxious to be with Him and take care of HIS needs, they’ve not been met in a while now.

I had a pretty nice Mother’s day. My daughter brought my grandsons and stayed most of the day. They are such fun and they DO keep me young. This Saturday is my younger daughter’s graduation from dental hygiene school. It’s been a long time coming. I’m so very proud of her. I’ve bought a new dress and shoes just for the occasion! Now, if we can just curtail the rain for a day…..

And, on top of that, my laptop doesn’t seem to want to stay online….so i’m going to randomly type until it does and i can upload this post! Arrrrrrrrgh! I need a new one bad, but i also need a lawnmower, and i want a grill and a bicycle. Master says He’ll bring His bike and we can ride together. Then, we can GRILL! ~looks at modem~ Arrrrrrgh!~twiddles thumbs~

Me (His)

Creepin’ in and nothing doin’…

Yep, i’m pretty much lagging around here not doing much, except working my hiney off. I’m so ready for a vacation. We’ve had SO much rain here! I’m talking like 6 inches in a weekend. My yard is very soggy. BUT! That didn’t keep Master from suprising me last weekend with a visit. The doorbell rang and THERE HE WAS! I was so excited. We had a wonderful time, as ususal. I just can’t seem to get enough of Him while He is here. After we had our “time” together, we went shopping for something to cook, instead of going to a restaurant. Master bought fish and all the trimmings. AND, Master cooked. He fried fish, french fries, hush puppies and boiled shrimp. The only thing I did was set the table and pour the tea. It was GREAT. I told Him i had never had a man cook for me before. I haven’t! I was SO full afterwards.  When i get a grill here for outdoors, we will do much more cooking together this summer. (Rain permitting)

I’ve been moaning and groaning around a lot lately because i miss Him so much. When we started out, i never thought i’d come to feel the way i do about Him. There are no words and that’s okay, because He says He can see it in my eyes and in the stars. ~swoons~ He’s such an awesome person. I can’t say enough how lucky a girl i am.

I love You Master.

But, it’s been back to the grind for both of us since then. I’ve just not been in the mood for sharing lately and that’s why i haven’t blogged here much. I’m pretty much in my own little world, working things out for myself and keeping my slave’s mindset right where it should be. Content in knowing that i am His.

Welp, i’m off to watch some reruns of Big Love and chill.

Me (His)

Spring is Here!!!