Rollercoaster Monday…

Ya know i was bummin’ all day long.  It’s Monday, it’s cloudy and cooler than i’d like for an April morning, i’m so busy at work i can’t see straight, son got a speeding ticket that i’m helping him pay until he gets paid on Friday, taxes are due to be filed and i’m not finished….on and on.

Welp – that ALL washed away when i got home and saw that Master had just emailed me. I hadn’t heard from Him all day and it was JUST what i needed. I can go from lagging to leaping with just one email from Him. He is always so loving and says what i need to hear. I know He’s working extra hard these days and i appreciate that He takes the time to send me an email after a hard day of work. I look forward to making Him feel special soon, too.

I have a closet full of implements that are wanting attention too! That cane – it’s so pretty, so stiff and hard - that one is going to take some time to get used to – but i’m determined. The wicked stick hasn’t been used much lately either. It leaves the coolest marks. Actually, there’s nothing that Master has brought that i don’t want to be used on me. I miss the pain, i miss the marks, bites and bruises. But, like He said in His email today – soon i’ll get what i’m craving. ~big smiles~

Me!