Catching up…

I’ll never catch up! But here’s a stab at it:

On March 30, my brother had a bad auto accident; not his fault; he is home from hospital for the 2nd time; had surgery on Thursday to fix his busted knee and leg; he’s doing okay; lots of PT and rehab ahead for him; i’ve been at my parents off and on helping out with him. So, that is that….

On top of that, work is kickin’ my butt; we have trial next week – medical malpractice suit – i hope it settles, although the overtime is nice.

Stress is HIGH, because of work and brother’s accident, so my diet hasn’t been as good as it should be. Guess i’ll see tomorrow when i weigh. Even a pound down would be nice. I NEED to keep it going in the right direction. So far, i’m down 23 pounds. I’m not trying to lose fast. It took 3 years to put it on, i’m going to do it right taking it off.

Master is still very busy at work and on their “PIP” program which keeps Him on the run trying to get His jobs done every day. I miss our regular phone calls and i miss His visits. But, i know that when the job gets straightened out, or they strike, He will be here more often and, as He said, we’ll get back to US. Until then, i’m still developing my patience skills. Honestly, some days i suck at that – i get whiney and needy – but He understands and doesn’t get upset with me. I just simply miss Him and US being together. It’s been a tough winter. He and i are both looking forward to warmer weather and some much needed Master and slave time.

No matter what, if He is here or not, i am His slave, 24/7! I wake up in the middle of the night – i am His slave. At work – i am His slave. Doing dishes – i am His slave. Getting dressed for work – i am His slave. Writing in my journal for Him – i am His slave.

MMhmmmmmmmm!

Me.